I swallowed my pride and said what was bugging me first instead of continuing to leave it in the dark. I did it in the moment of things and I’m happy that at the least, I know everything is okay still. I feel better to have you know; but, I didn’t ask the question I wanted to know most, nor did you just say it. We’ll continue to move forward as our busy lives force us to. Thankful to have you.
You always had me but you walked away and once I did the same, you came back. I let it go and I think you should too. All we have left is a unstable friendship that I’m willing to revert back to our former comfort, but I’m not interested in much more of a bond with you after how cold you were towards me.
Having so much care for you really makes it hard seeing you through a tough time. I will always be on the outside looking in no matter how close I am to you. I’ll always be some sort of outsider, and no matter how much you have opened up to me, I will still struggle to see and feel the same as you do. I can walk in your real shoes, but by the figure of speech of walking in your shoes, I can’t seem to do just that. I worry about you and not knowing what it is about that is making your life a mess only makes it worse. It is just so hard to do everything I can when I don’t even know what everything would be when you only tell me what is up in broad terms. I have always been understanding of you the best I can; I never ask you anything until I get it out of you if you don’t want to talk about and it seems to work out fine with time. I hope you are okay though, I am definitely going to be sad to go without you this season. Leaving you in the old year and starting a new year without you there, I hope we don’t leave each other behind with the old year.
Girl I don’t care
I don’t care what you do out there
I’ll be better all by myself
Its best that you leave
I’m through hurting
Girl I don’t care
