Day 26: Garage periwinkle, pink, and white striped shirt with floral cuffed sleeves, Garage white and maroon printed scarf, Wilfred white ‘Bardot’ bustier tank, Aeropostale light tan solid shorts, Hollister brown and light tan belt (Taken with instagram)
You’re becoming too busy doing your own things without me. Now that you don’t need me in your life as closely as you did I’m left alone. You have been setting me aside and in my absence, you’re doing things I won’t understand or ever know. I gave you the time of my life and my summer this year. Everything that we went through and experienced these last four months has meant something to me, it has meant more than what I knew we’d be capable of and capable of becoming.
We became stronger and better together with everything we gave to the other on top of what we always would provide each other. We developed something that may be a lot more than we were ready to handle, but it was a challenge we accepted. Somewhere along the line we crossed the line and now we can’t ever cross back over, we have drawn ourselves a new life line for us that has given us more reasons to be thankful for having the other in our lives. We never really asked for this or for anything from each other; but, we were handed everything and we walked into this with empty hands and an empty heart, which have both been filled.
We changed more with the season this time around and we’ve lasted through the seasons. This is our twentieth season together, that’s five years we have held down. You saw something more in me five years ago when I was a lot younger, more naive and immature, not as confident, and when I was still easily described in the terms of a two letter acronym you bug me about and as a nerd. You saw something about me that you wanted to pursue even when I was awful, and that itself, that is precious. You wanted a piece and a part of my life when we were still strangers and thereon you had pursued something with me that has brought us from square one to what this now is. You see a future with us that you want to pursue and five years ago you saw the same in me and you pursued me. You can tell me things I may beg to differ about but your actions speak otherwise. You saw the best in me long before I knew I was the best in you, I want to share that with the world but I don’t want to share you. I’m selfish when it comes to seeing someone so wonderful grow distant.
Take me back summer. Take me back to my summer of concerts.
Take me back to the Tyga concert.
Take me back to the Rihanna with Cee Lo Green, J. Cole, and B.o.B. concert.
Take me back to the Kid Cudi concert.
Take me back to the Mac Miller concert.
Take me back to the XV & Casey Veggies concert.
Take me back to the J. Cole concert.
Take me back to a good summer of music, partying, no stress, and good times.
